It Must Be Haiku Season

Leander Zia
My heart, my soul, belong with
You, my angel-son

💜

Back-To-Back Haiku

Follow me, I will
follow you but then how will
we get anywhere...

Give, take, give and take
That's what makes the world go 'round
Lead then take a break

Haiku Too

I love love and I
love people in love, light flows
encircling us all

Haiku

If you knew me like
I know me, then you would say
I want to be friends

Phlog

Greetings from the great state of Oregon! We made it :)

So it's pretty obvious I was not fully committed to this space, but I'm ready to try again. A liiittle hard right now because our new home doesn't have internet so I'm all up on my iPhone... Yes I could do personal hot spot, but, no. I'd rather do it the hard way... I can't get pictures on here (yet) and I'm quite frustrated because I have so. many. pictures. that I want to share :(

But in other news I am deliriously grateful to report that our unique manifestation of the potentially-maddening Grand Cross of 2014 (and painfully lengthy Mars retrograde period) is on the upswing. There have been several magical storms here since we arrived (locals say these are rare--we've been here just about three weeks...) that electrified the sky and charged the atmosphere with so much energy and power. Lightning, as above, so below. Thunder, the heavens' roar... Rain to cleanse and bring new life... It's all good and please excuse me while I bask in gratitude!

My birthday just soared past with barely a hello. However it did inspire me to gift myself all year with a poem a day, one, every. day. A poem I write. About anything (or everything). This will be my sacred space to craft and share something of my heart, daily, wherever that leads me, and you (!) who reads these words, even if the "you" is only me.

But then again, I am you as you are me, right :)

Without further ado, catching up from my solar return four days ago, four pieces of my heart:

Me In A Nutshell

I am a traveler
I go here and there
I leave no messes
I take care

I come with joy
to pollinate the air
And leave no trace
that I ever was there

The Moth

Moth, moth, on the wall
Why are you there at all?
Why have you come
And what do you say?

You gave me a fright when you landed on my hand
Yesterday

I wasn't expecting you
And neither was Lee
Around and around, and around you flew
But you could not get free

What false light
Did you chase in here
That got you caught up
and tousled with fear

The barely crescent moon
Though it did shine
Was not bright enough
To lead you to the divine

Thank you for your sacrificing yourself
To share with me your sign
That all is coming together
It's the end of cocoon-time

Lee

My angel
My master
My greatest gift
Along the endless sea did we drift
Until we found the other again
This time
It's you and me boy
For life
Now I am your mom who loves you
Puts no one above you
All I want is to hold you
To love you
To keep you
And guide you
Do my very best by you
Give you space to become who you'll be
And watch over you while you grow
Share all that is beautiful in me
Let you do your thing
Just you always know
I am your mom, I waited my whole life to be here with you
And I just love you so

Ashland

Great State of Jefferson
In the land of a million trees
Ashland you are rich
In magic for me

Lithia Park
With her blessed, blessing water
The jewel of your heart
Replenishes and revives

The me that had been missing
The forgotten part
The one with all the power
Now ready to restart

in the cracks between

my latest obsession is things growing in the cracks between the sidewalk. i think it has to do with lee and i living in the city now. i love nature. and since it's not as easy to come by as our last home (there was more nature there than you could shake a stick at, so much so, that i might've had to shake a stick at something. thankfully though, that didn't go down, because doing harm is not my bag, and yes, i can even ramble inside parentheses--sheesh), i find myself tuning into it wherever i can find it. and guess what i am finding out? nature is busting out all over the place! glory, glory! 

besides life in the cracks between the side walk, i've discovered grass growing all the way up and out of the top of a stop sign. crazy, right? like the grass just decided one day, hey, i am going to protest this sign they put here, it makes me so mad, *&^%! then, there was the overpass i waited under while stopped at a red light; greenery had mostly commandeered the structure as a means to get some sunlight in its veins... when i see these beautiful little things my heart swells with joy. so, in honor of all things mother nature (hey, we've got a full moon in cancer tomorrow), i wrote a poem :)

in the cracks between the sidewalk

live all kinds of things wild and free

from worms, weeds and ladybugs

to the deepest roots of that majestic, old oak tree

in the cracks between the sidewalk

life forges upward and expands

because our mother still lies beneath

nurturing with her earthen hands

that which our father covered over 

with his progress and industry

but you can't keep a good woman down

she has to tell her story

so he buried her

but not deep enough you see

she winds her way up every chance she gets

grows, flowers and spreads her love to thee

if you'll just take a moment

to witness her love so green

growing, growing

in the cracks between

some thoughts that came to me today

the only enemy is within.

2014 is about what's left after external influences and stressors of our lives are swept away (thank you, 2013) and we come face-to-face with the part of ourselves that has been generating all that drama.

it can get pretty hideous if we've been stuffing whatever we can't or don't want to face.

hopefully this doesn't sound too depressing, as i felt empowered when the message came through. time to claim our baggage! and do our life-missions proud! we must tame our inner stallions before we can witness the great changes we most want to see in our world. and, overnight would be nice, but it's going to take time. dedication. anything worth having does :)

let's get really real and be kind to ourselves--gentle even. we're still figuring it all out, after all--that so-called apocalypse of 2012 was something internal too! tsunamis, earthquakes, hurricanes? if they are happening outside of us… they are certainly brewing within--we need to treat ourselves with the greatest of care now. so let's just keep breathing in the love and out the fear while staying focused on living our values.

let us celebrate how far we've come as we prepare for the journey ahead.

*counts blessings, rolls up sleeves*

<3